happy halloween lovers
i woke up with moss in my hair,despreatly searching the blood on my wrist for ages until i realized that
i took my costume off before i went to bed
last night was beyond...
i miss my costume i wish i could wear it the whole year
photos follow

getting in the right mood for halloween with the addams family and interview with the vampire

wednesday and the smile
louis's transformation

source:unknown

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lykke li-get some

"It works just the same, if everybody believes in it. It's like that Tinkerbell person, you know."
"-Off Peter Pan."
"Quite. If you believe in anything enough it'll be true. That's why I'm still alive-
because I don't believe in death."
"Oh?"
"I don't "do" death. It is not for me. Other people, maybe-
if they're into that sort of thing.
The problem with death is that it's very hard to undo once one has done it,
and what if death goes out of fashion?"
"..."
"Well, then one would be demode.
You can't reinvent yourself either. Elvis did- he lost weight.
I didn't have to die to lose weight.
In any case, why The Magical Fashion Island didn't work is because people didn't believe in it hard enough."

At this point the people were escorted outside by my butler, and I sat down to read the newspapers."

1.nishe flickr 2,3,4.unknown

the last two days were exactly like i expected them to be-
cruel.

only four days left to the eagerly awaited halloween party and i'm currently working on my "i'm dead so leave me alone" costume
i'll wear an old nightgown,which i had to transform from a "creepy,long-my grandmother died in this-robe" into
a "hey i'm dead but still look cute in mini dresses" dress
because my mother told me i look ridiculous in long dresses
and everyone would laught at me if i tooke one step out of our house.
so i'll just add some lace,wear white tights and lace socks to it,
get some creepy make up and a few flowers in my white hair and
.. finish it all with a lots of blood.
lovely..
halloween makes me giggle a lot,it's the best time of the year isn't it?


craft spells-sun trails

new wave reverie

anything love,i need to go somewhere,i need somewhere to come down,i need somewhere
anything love,i need to go somewhere i need somewhere to come down i need somewhere
we're not happy 'til we're running away
clouds in your eyes
with nothing but the foggiest day
one of a kind i need to keep you here
i need to picture you still
i need to clear the fog.

school starts again.
i'm currently waiting for serpil to arrive with some cake.
i'm listening to to wavves while i'm desperately trying to draw hands and feed.
(it just seems thatwhatever i do my hands always end up looking like this.)
i wish i could say that the last two weeks were lovely,the best holidays i ever had but the truth is
that they depressed me more then i've ever been before.
i guess i'll die from an overdose of boredom soon.
i don't really feel emotionally ready for all the people i can't stand,all those ugly clothes and faces,all those senseless conversation and boring opinions.
all those fucking close minded people which bore me to death,just reality.
fuck reality

vouge paris november

source:unknown

anyway i can try anything it's the same circe
going nowhere and i'm tired now
anyway i've lost my face,my dignity,my look
everything is gone and i'm tired now.
but don't be scared
i've found a good shop and i go to work
everyday on the old bycicle you loved
i'am pulling up some unread books under my bed
and i really think i'll never read again
no concentration just a white disorder
everywhere around me
you know i'm tired now
but don't worry
i often go to dinners and parties with some old friends who care for me,
take me back home and stay.
monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
only absence near me,
nothing but silence around me.
monochrome flat, monochrome life,
only absence near me,
nothing but silence around me
sometimes i search an event or something to remind
but theres's nothing on my mind.
sometimes i open the windows and listen people walking in the down streets.
there is a life out there.
but don't be scared,
i found a good job and i go to work
every day on my old bicycle you loved.
anyway, i can try anything it's the same circle
that leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.
anyway, i've lost my face,my dignity, my look,
everything is gone and i'm tired now.
but don't worry
i often go to dinners and parties
with some old friends who care for me,
take me back home and stay.
monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
only absence near me,nothing but silence around me.
monochrome flat, monochrome life,
only absence near me,nothing but silence around me.

monochrom-dominique a&yann tiersen

"jordan what can the (desert) cats teach us?"
"how to be alone"
"pamela what exictes you in (fashion) life?
"cats.and hot sauce.but not together"

pamela love and jourdan sullivan's home
the selby

finally they are mine
the shangri-las-wishing well