1.knight cat
2.oracle fox

besonders
alexander wang bag
lim bra
stone cold fox shorts




dreaming of wearing the first in france
côte d’azur,white houses, white sand,white streets,palms
dreaming of wearing the secound one in greece
climbing up old monuments,discovering history
while white clouds float trough the blue blue sky
i lost myself in dreaming again



kisses-lovers

Shine
ID spring 2011

" i don't know where i'm going but i promise it won't be boring"


was ich so sehr mag:
die rosen auf dem ersten unter ! dem spitzen bh
die körperhaltung auf dem dritten
ihre brustwarzen auf dem vierten
die geschlossenen augen auf dem fünften

kronleuchter
objekt der begierde seit ewigkeiten,mutter finanzierte das gute stück dann schließlich
zum eigenen wohl versteht sich
kein grund sich nicht an der elster zu orientieren
und sich das gute stück nicht selbst um den hals zu hängen
bringt freude denn es glitzert


im theaterfieber
im geburtstagfieber
im schulfieber
im sonnenfieber

" suddenly you are afraid but you don't know what you are afraid of "

beirut -elephant gun

"where are you going?"
"to a fucking castle in the clouds"


still avoiding reality.

sleeping
you're
sleeping

houses-sleeping
houses-soak it up

funny faces

weekendtrip to nowhere
will be back next week
time for new places
love

the zombies-time of the season

†

Liz
traurig
mochte sie sehr

james dean in schwarzen öl,sie,die weiße bluse,der silberne gürtel und die augenbrauen memorable

gelb III

won hundred via
verliebt hier und hier

braun schön gelb ohlala
euphorie hält an
ja zu gelb.
sehnsüchtig erwartet : gaderobenwechsel

william fitzsimmons - if you would come back home

"Das wirkt etwas verstaubt." Meine Mutter lachte hysterisch. Ich lachte nicht. Ich faltete meine Hände. Sie klebten.
Die Butter aus der Glasschale.
Ich konnte es nicht ausstehen. Es kribbelte auf der Zunge.
Ein großer weißer Raum
mit
zu
viel

source unknown

montagmorgen
wenigstens schmeckst du nach himbeerkonfitüre

das mulmige gefühl runterschlucken
am besten mit radio dept und viel zu greller sonne

keen on boys
i don't like it like this

She was walking on the tables in the glasshouse,
Endearingly bedraggled in the wind,
Subtle in her method of seduction,
Twenty little tragedies begin

And she would throw her feather-boa in the road,
If she thought that it would set the scene,
Unfittingly dipped into your companions
Enlightened them to make you seeth


fuck saturday nights

Ten decisions shape your life,you'll be aware of five about,seven ways to go through school,
either you're noticed or left out,seven ways to get ahead,seven reasons to drop round,
when i said ' I can see me in your eyes',you said 'I can see you in my bed',
that's not just friendship that's romance too,
you like music we can dance to,

Sit me down,Shut me up,
i'll calm down and i'll get along with you,

oh everybody plays the game,and if you don't you're called insane,
Everybody was well dressed,and everybody was a mess,

six things without fail you must do,so that your woman loves just you,
oh all the girls played mental games,
and all the guys were dressed the same,
Why not try it all,
if you only remember it once?

It’s days like these that will put me on my knees.
It’s days like these that will put me on my knees.
It’s days like these that will put me on my knees.
It’s days like these that will put me on my knees.
It’s days like these that will put me on my knees.
It’s days like these that will put me on my knees.

Wish we hadn't changed. Wish we hadn’t kissed good bye to those old days.

Wished we stayed there safe.
These grey days.

more sunshine
spent more time in parks with teresa
mainly talked about ducks and clouds
today my english teacher told me ,that she has the impression that i'm abnormal confused.
she was really serious and i couldn't handle the situation
i always like the word confused in relation to my mental status
but she seemed to be more worried than excited
i must look quite pitiful sometimes,maybe i should brush my hair more often
she asked me if she could do anything to help me and told me to do breathing exercises to calm down
my thoughts were too loud to give more than another confused answer and i left the room
awkward
afterwards i had a long conversation with my history teacher about festivals,we would like to go to this summer and bands we like
awkward pt. II


small black-pleasant experience

dazed and confused

bananen und beige kniestrumpfe
prints an mir,hätte ich nie gedacht
gefällt mittlerweile mehr als nur ein wenig
+chaoshaar ja ja ja!

photodiary I

ph:private

the last weeks were full of laughter and happiness
breathing sunshine
shiny like glitter and scary like clowns
it all ended in tears- a disaster
what a surprise
today grey clouds bewich me again and the air weights on my chests
irony somehow

via

i thought about empty swimmingpools alot today
i had apple cinnamon pancakes for breakfast
and wild nothing on repeat
i hid under my blanket and watched the grey clouds
while reading hell alot for my history class
everything i did,thought,seemed so stupid in comparison to what is happing in japan right now
japan before and after

gelb II

oyster

schüchterne euphorie für gelb
villeicht doch?

gelb I

1. dolce&gabbana
2.+3. karen walker
4. no.21
5+6 cacharel

besonders als hemd hochgeknöpft zu beige,grau
faltenrock
schulmädchen