lieber zehnmal umziehen als einzugestehen das zuhause ein vernüftiges ziel wäre

 einfach nicht nachhause gehen 

berlin nicht verlassen 

zum leeren zuhause machen 

mehr oder weniger 

spontan berlin

 fluchtartig, wie immer

"Books say: she did this because. Life says: she did this. 
Books are where things are explained to you ; life is where things aren't. I'm not surprised some people prefer books. 
Books make sense of life. The only problem is that the lives they make sense of are other people's live, never your own. "

diese mützen 

ziemlich ernstzunehmender

crush

massive überforderung 

viel zu unbegrenzt

 

"All negativity is caused by an accumulation of psychological time and denial of the present. Unease, anxiety, tension, stress, worry — all forms of fear — are caused by too much future, and not enough presence. 
Guilt, regret, resentment, grievances, sadness, bitterness, and all forms of nonforgiveness are caused by too much past, and not enough presence." 
— Eckhart Tolle, The Power of Now 

uma thurman- pulp fiction

 summer vacation

 inspiration

Raymond Loewy House designed by Albert Frey, Palm Springs

(Raymond Loewy is responsible for the shell logo, the lucky strike package and the re design of the coca- cola bottle. His house reminds me of that one mad men episode, in which don dissapears on a buisnesstrip with cooper to spent the days with a random girl in her dad's summer house. and my ideal summer vacation.

 thinking of white swimmingsuits, black cat eye sunglasses and a black turban,maybe a open white blouse to prevent my pathetic pale skin from the sun.

 kind of that uma thurman pulp fiction look, that one scene where you see her hanging out with her husband at the pool. guess i'm kind of ready for summer.)