nicola kuperus

 legs

noah & the whale-  life is life 
(2011)

nächsten donnerstag ist das abitur überstanden

 ich in beängstigender freiheit

 erwachsen werden werde ich einfach niemals cool finden

"Introverts, in contrast, may have strong social skills and enjoy parties and business meetings, but after a while wish they were home in their pajamas. They prefer to devote their social energies to close friends, colleagues, and family. They listen more than they talk, think before they speak, and often feel as if they express themselves better in writing than in conversation. They tend to dislike conflict. Many have a horror of small talk, but enjoy deep discussions." — Susan Cain, Quiet

 

"I am one of the searchers. There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content.We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach, we are drawn by the ocean, taken by its power, its unceasing motion, its mystery and unspeakable beauty.We like forests and mountains, deserts and hidden rivers, and the lonely cities as well.Our sadness is as much a part of our lives as is our laughter. To share our sadness with one we love is perhaps as great a joy as we can know - unless it be to share our laughter. We searchers are ambitious only for life itself, for everything beautiful it can provide."— James Kavanaugh

 

gähnende leere

der abhängigkeit bewusst werden

laptop (erst einmal) kaputt

plus internetverbindung

ein bisschen was auf vorrat habe ich noch  sonst glänze ich mit absenz
und mit mich leise in den schlaf weinen so völlig ohne zugang zu www

kant, that bastard 

giving me nightmares for 3 days

hi fake ambition fighting against a maximum of laziness 

paris ist so tot weil es zu schön ist 

ohne ausnahmen schön

tauba auerbach


 

i miss mtv 

- sleeping all day thunderstorm and rain around me confusing reality with that awkward half awake half asleep dreams my mother who tells 
me i can't sleep forever 

getting inspired by 

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i want to spent an endless summer with you
 lazy days bed and pool
 we'll drink at robins house then we stumble home crash back at my place
we sleep to wake up with sunkissed memories








 

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